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I found this quote that was tucked away. When I read it, I was astonished how powerful it is.

A Return to Love

Marianne Williamson.

“our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.

Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us.

We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?”

“Who are you not to be?”

In my generation it was drilled over and over again about the dangers of being vain or egotistical.

A quick look up of these words are as followed;

Egotistical: given to talking about oneself; vain; boastful; opinionated, Indifferent to the wellbeing of others, selfish.

Vain: having or showing an excessively high opinion of one’s appearance, abilities, or worth.

My thought process immediately questions, is that some type of brain washing used to suppress us of any good thoughts we have of ourselves? I can see not being selfish or boastful, but why can we not have healthy wonderful opinions about ourselves?

Let go of your fear(s), celebrate, love yourself, your talents, virtues and show compassion towards others.

I am going to give it my best try.



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How can one person effect change?

Many people think that is impossible.

I grew up with three brothers. We were close siblings once we got puberty out of the way reached early adulthood. We would talk to each other about personal things, conflicts and brainstorm various topics. It was comfortable, secure and blissful relationships we had with each other. No one ever felt was left out and love was very prevalent between us. I lived in the bubble that it would always be this way.

In the natural state of human existence we find mates and start our own families.

This is when our sibling relationships began to change. Add one new person to the mix and this weird type of erosion began. It was small, unnoticeable and deniable in the beginning.

Why? What the @#$%! How could we let this happen? Could we have not stopped this?

Today, all my siblings have gone their own way. The closeness was replaced with a sense of distrust so much so we find comfort in remaining distant with each other.

It is because one person did effect a change, followed by two people, and then three…


Weather that change is positive or negative it starts with one person.


Every individual holds the keys to effect change. It depends on what changes are wanted.   I had this thought a few weeks ago about effecting a change for the better.

Perhaps if as a whole we sat down and thought about globally healing the negatives that exists in this world, we could make this wonderful world a more positive place. All that would be necessary is to put yourself in a quiet area and use the power of thought. Say over and over again something so simple as,

Love, Peace and Unity in our world

Do this for 5 to 10 minutes daily and an erosion of the negative will take place, it would be unnoticeable at first, but I know it will happen.

I have seen it happen and most likely so have you.

One person can effect change…

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When I was a young one, my parents split. The parent that had physical custody felt it was impossible to raise the four of us without help. Here is where the LDS (Mormon) Church was elbowed into our lives. At first I did not care for change of life style; but like everything else if you are exposed to consistently you get use to it and become a follower.

When that occurred all freethinking went straight to the trashcan. All original thoughts were looked down upon. I became a Drone. (I did a posting on drones and it was not a positive thumb up type of posting) I remained this mindless being for 15 years. I will explain the explosive event that shot me out of the belly of Mormon Church another time.

What I did realize is the value of being a free thinking spirit. It was a like someone opened the door and I walked out into a beautiful sunny day, birds singing, a breeze of happiness gently encircling me.

That did not happen over night, it took many, many years.

What is the point of this post?

Any organization that encourages some type of mind control is bad for you, just like ingesting rocks. It weighs a person down; make the person only focus, about the rocks in their body and how weird it makes them feel. Some people feel the need for guidance; feel lost, lonely or wanting to belong. Heck we can get that from each other, without being a part of a organization or having to pay dues or tithing.

Do you know what is the most powerful Organization in the world?

The Freemasons.

The control this organization has is unbelievable.

If we give ourselves to organizations, we are giving away all that we are. Don’t let the wrong people have control over you; it is equivalent to taking a beautiful gem and locking it away in a vault for a long time. You are the gem.

Be a free spirit thinker. There are many others out there.

You are amazing.


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Yesterday we went grocery shopping. The store was full of food, anything you could possibly want and everything looked great. The different packages were colorful and appealing, and probably taste really good. All yummy processed foods, so delicious but health care providers proclaim SO BAD for you. Well why do “THEY” keep making this stuff for our consumption? Why can’t “THEY” clean it up and make it healthier? “THEY” can still make profit from providing clean food.


We are limiting the amount of processed foods we consume. We exited the store with two bags of groceries. Just basic staples that you can use to fix home made stuff. This is where one has to be creative. Think about what you will eat for breakfast, lunch and dinner. Laziness goes out the door here. If you don’t cook then you don’t eat. Ugh!


In today’s world, you have so many different diets.

Vegetarian, semi vegetarian, weight control, low carb, low fats, crash, detox, religious, cultural, medical, alkaline, blood type, Hay, high protein, Inuit, low carb, low sulfur, macrobiotic, Mediterranean, mind, Montignac, Okinawa, Omnivore, Paleo, raw, Sonoma, tongue patch, and Zone diet. Please note these are not all the diets out there, yes there are more. On researching these diets I say flabbergasted, “Wow you are kidding,” people go the extreme!


Food is everywhere but people cannot or will not eat because it is toxic, it is cruel to eat, fattening, expensive, just too much and etc.


Do you think that if they just let food be food and not put additives, chemicals, overly salt it, genetically modify it we would not have all these different diets?

Could they make healthy food affordable for all to consume?

Maybe we would be healthier, fit, happier, satisfied and generally better beings.




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When I was in grade school math was easy, addition, subtraction, multiplication, no problem! When the teacher introduced division, it became complicated.

We looked at a picture of a pie and how to divide it. As a child my thought process was, I would never divide up a pie, if six people where coming over for dessert I would make six pies. That way everyone would have their own pie and if they did not finish it, they could take it home. So division was not necessary.

Today, I have the same feeling. In a larger perspective, why are humans divided? That is not necessary. We are humans, that is our distinction. Why is one race or color given more, revered more, treated better? Why within that specific race or color some are given more, revered more and treated better? None of this makes any sense. So I blame it on “Division.”

Who ever thought up of division, did the human race a great disservice.

Maybe all children realize this as their teachers introduces division in the mathematics curriculum.

Could it be so simple? Take away division from what we learn in mathematics, as a child and it will no longer exist in this world.

Most everyone needs to reprogram their belief system.


Believe that and all that is negative in this world would begin to disappear.

The more people who believe all lives matter, all lives are equal, great, grand, wonderful, super spectacular and positive things will evolve!

It is as simple as just thinking 4 times daily for 6 months.


(You are what you think)

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“Key uses of Drones

  • To provide intelligence and tactical support
  • To check for bombs and dangerous devices on road and landing areas
  • To hack into phone lines or computers to gather information
  • To observe traffic and public behavior
  • To provide air support
  • To follow or attack suspicious targets”      Drones are available for the regular folks to buy as small as 0.86 of an inch to a large 4.5 feet, the cost of drones range from $20 to $ 31 K.

Around 12:30 AM, I was startled awake by a loud noise from the balcony outside my bedroom. My shutters were not completely closed. When I opened my eyes I saw two tiny red circular lights. These lights were symmetrical and spaced about ½ inch apart. At first I thought I was just seeing things so I blinked several times, and they were still there. I was kind of “creeped out,” and then convinced myself it was nothing, rolled over and tried to go back to sleep. Morning light came and when I awoke the first thought was of those lights. Was I imagining them? While pontificating this I came to the conclusion the loud sound that woke me was real, so why not the red lights.

I told this incident to my daughter and she said it might have been a drone.


I relayed this same incident to my dad and he said that there is no such thing as drones and in a round about way eluded to what interest would anyone have to spy on me with drone technology. That was a great attempt at debunking my story.

These are the scenarios I came up with:

  • If it was an average person, maybe they are just a peeping Tom
  • If it was some type of authority, nothing to report, wrong house
  • This must be the average person, cause they were clumsy with the noise they created.

This use of technology is something that is disturbing.

Privacy no longer exists. We are constantly being watched and listened to. We are told that the use of drones is a spyware for those who are not trusted

Well that translates to every American is not trustworthy, cause these little drones are flying around every city, town and rural areas. That is how each and every person in the USA is believed to be by others, the authorities and the government, not trustworthy?


Is this one of the main reason we don’t socialize with our neighbors, or are friendly to others? Because, of the lack of trust.

I lived in my home for 20 years and I knew nothing of my neighbors. They left their homes and returned without ever uttering a word, day in and day out. If ever I saw a neighbor I would say ”hey hi, how are you,” and try to start a conversation. It was always short lived.

We need to bring some trust back into humanity.

Here’s a challenge, open up and be friendly towards a neighbor or coworker, another person that you don’t know. Start a neutral and nice conversation. Maybe it will be infectious in the best possible way.


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Defined as, “a thing that prevents someone from giving full attention to something else” (Oxford dictionary)

Have you ever used distraction techniques to cover up what you were doing or planning?  I am sure we all have in subtle ways.  I sometime wear a bright color lipstick to distract the fact that I did not put on any eye make up. 

Today, we are all distracted by working, running back and forth with social activities, working out, sports, movies, shopping, social media, texting, and etc., too busy to take notice of much of anything.  Mean while things are going on that the average person is not aware of.  What things you may say?  I could expound with pages and pages of things, and start using the words they are doing this or they did this or do you know what they are planning?  I would venture to write that but I would lose the interest of the average adult, because they are too busy or cannot add more worry to what is already on their plate. So where does that leave the fate of the issues that exist? The next generation…  Those who are not so busy.

  “Our children are our future, teach them well and let them lead the way,”  (Whitney Houston, The Greatest Love of All).

How can we teach our children? We are busy.  Wait, we pay taxes so teachers can teach the children. Yeah that is it!  The fate of our future lies in our education system.  Well think again, the fate of our future lies in the electronic devises that each child has access to or owns. Our teachers use computers and tablets to educate children.  When school is out the children are literally stuck to these devices, either texting, or roaming the internet.  Hey they sleep with these electronics.  It is like their life line.  Just sit and try to have a conversation with a child and it is very short lived.  They have to get back to their electronic device.

Our future on this Earth is a circling the drain.  Why? Because we are so distracted.  Who is to blame? Well , “they” are to blame.  who are “they” those who hold the power. It is the master plan. They will carry out their great plans, all right under our noses.  Electronic devises are the master plan for distraction. We all have them, we all cannot live without them, they are “in style”, everyone has to have the newest and best of these devices. If you don’t, you are old, or poor, or just stupid. Electronic devices tell us we are too fat, not stylish enough, need to have children, need to have a partner or many partners, need to change who we are to fit in.  I am sure you can add a bunch more to what is being told to us through the electronic devices.

There are a few valuable advantages to having electronic devices like the internet.  Finding out about things that matter, about affecting changes in our world, connecting us with a wide population.

My father use to say, everything is moderation. Please turn off the devices, encourage your family and friends to do the same, and to use moderation in having a device. Start to pay attention to what is going on.  Don’t believe everything you are fed by the media.  I believe that through the power of original thought, meditation, and actual civil conversations face to face with no thought of division we can bring power back to the people.  Cause a change for the better in our world.  PLEASE WAKE UP!